Becoming A Fiction Writer
One girl, one dream … and a whole lot of procrastination
November 10, 2008 by amanda

Because this blog’s about procrastination, too

A funny thing just happened to me.

I was procrastinating about getting a bit of work done – or I could fudge that and say I was taking a bit of a break after getting a stack of work done this morning (that’s true – I wrote my first 2,500 words for NaNoWriMo and also did a heap of blogging).

In any case, one click led to another and I was suddenly taking a 20-question quiz on procrastination. At the end they told me my score was 30/100 and that meant my test result is low – I don’t procrastinate very often. Well, you can imagine I was kind of surprised by this, because I think I’m the Queen of Procrastination.

But it turns out it all depends on what counts as procrastination. Paying bills late, for example, is an example they use of procrastinating. I’m a stickler for paying bills on time (my father was a bank manager; although ironically I suspect he doesn’t pay his bills on time. I’m sure my mother does, though). Calling people back within an appropriate time means I’m not a procrastinator. The most ironic question was one about a situation in which I urgently needed to do some work, but my desk was messy – would I clean it first or just sit down and work? Because I’m even better at being messy than I am at procrastinating, I chose sitting down and doing the work.

One bit that made me think perhaps my procrastination problem is not as bad as I thought was the realisation that when it comes to work issues, I don’t procrastinate badly enough for anyone else to notice. Very few of my editors would think that I get my work in late. Certainly in my teaching job I don’t do anything that approaches procrastination. And quite on the contrary, some colleagues and friends who know the combination of teaching and writing I do have commented that I’m actually super-organised.

Hmm. So where does this leave my excuses for not writing? I’m starting to think that the majority of my procrastination problem really is centred on fiction writing, which is tragic when it’s one of the things I love the most in life. That’s why events like NaNoWriMo are perfect for me, because they add that external pressure that I need, the deadlines that all other parts of my life seem to have that help me overcome the procrastination urge. That’s something for me to think about.

And in the meantime, I know there are a few fellow procrastinators who read this blog, so if you need an excuse to waste a few minutes, do the quiz and tell me your scores. Maybe you’ll be as surprised as I was.

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November 10, 2008 by amanda

A 21-day NaNoWriMo attempt and inspiration from Zadie Smith

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The relatives are safely back in Switzerland. I’ve nearly caught up on all the work I got behind on while they were here. November is rapidly ticking by. All this can only mean one thing: it’s absolutely, undeniably time that I got started on my novel draft for this year’s NaNoWriMo.

While other writers have been tapping away at their keyboard since November 1, I’m starting today. Since NaNoWriMo winners have to write 50,000 words before November 30, that leaves me with a daily target of 2,380 words (if you start on time it’s 1,667). Since in the past I’ve done such ridiculous things as write 15,000 words in one day, this doesn’t scare me too much, and I’ve decided I’ll make my daily goal 2,500 words to give me a bit of an emergency buffer.

What’s more, my solemn promise is to write these 2,500 words before I write anything else – before I write all the stuff I have to write to earn a dollar. There are two good reasons for this – one, that my mind will be fresher for the novel writing, which is the most creative writing I’ll do; two, if I know I have deadlines to keep with my paid writing and can’t do that until I’ve done my NaNoWriMo target, the procrastination problem should be less. Fingers crossed.

One of the things I struggle with most in fiction writing is finding my voice and having a good style, one that I think is appropriate for the story being told. Last week I heard yet another writer say that while they’re writing a novel, they don’t read other fiction, or at least no fiction that’s anywhere near the same genre, because then they have more trouble with voice and style.

Of course, other writers think otherwise, and me – I’m just not quite sure what I think yet. What I do know is at the moment I’m reading Zadie Smith’s On Beauty, and if a little bit of her style rubbed off onto mine, I wouldn’t be complaining. She writes so beautifully that I can even remember some of the lines the next morning, that’s how much they impress me. This morning when I woke up I was still thinking about this line which opened the last chapter I read:

Summer left Wellington  abruptly and slammed the door on the way out. The shudder sent the leaves to the ground all at once, …

What a great image. If you haven’t read any of Zadie Smith’s novels (I also love her first two, wholly and equally – White Teeth and The Autograph Man) then you should. And with that thought, I’m off to begin the terrifying process of NaNoWriMoing.

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