As I did my recent big edit of my first novel, I kept a list of ideas and thoughts of things I might like to change in the story or stuff that I thought might still be able to be improved. Because I was finishing it up with a deadline in mind (to submit it to the ABNA contest), then the list still exists. I didn’t do every single thing I’d thought of.
Will my novel ever be finished, really?
That’s a very good question. Some of the stuff on the list is mere speculation – could I include some extra description here or there for a character or setting – stuff I would need to sit down and really consider if it improves the novel in any way or not; just ideas that I had as I went along, basically.
Other points on the “still to do” list are about character development – could I go through the novel again and smooth out the development over time of the main characters a little bit more? The main reason this is still on the list is that I tried to do this, and couldn’t. I simply couldn’t read with “new enough” eyes to figure out what a normal reader would understand about a character through actions and description as the story moves along, and therefore I was unable to really plot the development of the characters. Perhaps this is something I could do if I set the novel aside for another couple of months and came back with fresh eyes again; perhaps it’s something I’ll get better at doing with more experience.
Are any novels really finished?
After much angst, I realised that my husband is the same with his paintings, and I felt a little better. There are dozens of his canvases that were considered good enough to bring all the way here from Germany, but most of them are in a pile in the wardrobe because they’re unfinished. What’s more, the paintings that hang on our wall – that everyone who sees them, including me, assumes are finished – mostly also belong to the “unfinished” category, according to the artist.
A while ago I heard an interview with a novelist – I just can’t remember who it was – who said that she never reads her published novels again if she can help it – because she always finds things that she would change. That gives me still more reason to think I’m not insane here but perhaps even a little bit normal.
Can anyone help me out here? Whatever your artistic endeavour, do you actually reach a point where you’re happy with it and truly believe it’s “finished”? Let me know in the comments.