Becoming A Fiction Writer
One girl, one dream … and a whole lot of procrastination
November 29, 2009 by amanda

So, I forgot to tell you: My novel was an Amazon semi-finalist

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Back in March, before my blogging took a back seat to life for a half a year, you may well remember that my first (as yet unpublished) novel Kanako’s Foreigner had made it into the quarter finals of the Amazon.com Breakthrough Novel Award.

What I forgot to tell you – and something I have to admit I’m pretty proud of – is that after that, it reached the semi-finals, too. That means that out of the thousands of novels submitted (they don’t say how many, but the limit was 10,000), mine was in the top 100. And people (or at least one person) actually read the whole thing. Amazing, hey! In fact, I have a review from Publishers Weekly that I can quote:

A lyrical portrait of an Australian woman’s self-discovery in Japan, this manuscript is brilliant in its sensory details, though flawed in its ability to evoke well-rounded characters. Set shortly after 9/11, the novel centers on Lisa, who moves to Japan and takes a job at an English-language school. Lisa is soon crushed out on a woman named Kanako, a student and dentist who rescues Lisa from a severe toothache. The two begin spending time together, though it seems Kanako is more interested in having a foreign friend as a status symbol than in a genuine friendship. Subplots include the story of Hiromi, a recent college graduate who takes a job at the language school in order to get a foreign boyfriend, and Yoko, a student preparing to marry her aloof boyfriend. The book provides excellent imagery, and the descriptions of the Japanese food are enough to make a reader’s mouth water. Though the author fails to make clear what Lisa finds so compelling about the vaguely drawn Kanako, readers with a fondness for ex-pat or fish-out-of-water stories will find much to enjoy.

It’s really weird to read somebody else’s summary of my novel, but it all sounds quite fair – and the criticisms are especially useful. And it was quite an ego buzz to get selected for the Top 100, I have to admit. Not long after that, I started to work through the novel and rewrite some parts, a project that has now been abandoned for a few months, but one that I’m about to get back into.

If you’re curious, you can still download the first chapter or two of Kanako’s Foreigner from Amazon – and it’s free – just surf over to ABNA – Kanako’s Foreigner and you can download the extract from Amazon Shorts. On the other hand, perhaps you should wait until you can buy the whole novel – it might be substantially different to what you read there.

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November 27, 2009 by amanda

Do you believe in writer’s block? I don’t (or don’t want to)

So far, I don’t believe in writer’s block. The things I do believe in are:

  • Not having physically much (or any) time to write, if you’re dealing with day jobs, other work, family, friends, dramas, etc. It’s usually possible to find a little time, at least at some stage within a week, but you may not have the energy then.
  • Feeling lazy and unmotivated about writing. This might be because you’re mentally not in the right space, because you’re not having much success,  or maybe because you’ve had a burst of recent success and don’t want to take the risk of following up on that.
  • Procrastination. It’s so, so easy to convince yourself that other tasks have a higher priority than fiction writing. Well, it’s easy for me to convince myself, anyway.
  • Having no pen or no keyboard at hand. Truly, that happened to me a couple of times recently, when I really felt like writing. Or did I really feel like writing just because it was impossible?
  • Santa Claus. (The one who lives in Finland, because I met him.)

On some internet wandering recently, I came across a Wikipedia entry about the opposite of writer’s block: hypergraphia.  Apparently it’s not quite a disorder or illness but can be part of one, and it means you have “an overwhelming urge to write”. The Wikipedia page goes on to give examples of people who wrote copious notebooks detailing their everyday life, or wrote the longest novels in the world, and so on. I don’t want to do either of these things, but I must admit that I find it quite easy to write often and at length, as most of the recipients of my drawn-out emails will attest to. But that doesn’t mean it translates into writing what I really want to write – great fiction.

In any case, what all this rambling is meant to get to is this: I don’t have writer’s block. I might have been procrastinating a lot recently, a bit lazy and a bit busy, but I’m not blocked. I don’t entirely rule out the possibility that I might feel that way in the future, but I’ll go back to my very first point: I don’t believe in writer’s block. Do you?

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November 24, 2009 by amanda

Is a messy desk essential for a great fiction writer?

Messy desk

If you know me even just a little, you’ll probably be aware that I’m renowned for having a messy desk. Well, I’m a bit of a mess in general, but these days usually I manage to contain most of that to my own office area, under threat from my husband of him eating all my chocolate if I don’t. I actually love having a neat, tidy desk, but somehow it doesn’t seem that easy. I often tell people the story of my university days when I lived together with my father; when dinner time came around, he and I would both spend a few minutes moving our piles of books and papers off the dining room table (onto the floor) so we could eat, then move them back to the table when we’d finished. You see – a messy desk is genetic, it’s not my fault.

And furthermore … a messy desk might just be essential to my fiction writing abilities. In Andrea Goldsmith’s novel Reunion, there is a character named Ava who is a successful novelist. And about her, Goldsmith writes:

Ava was proof that if one is too much in thrall to everyday demands the imagination, for want of quiet and unfettered energy, becomes dormant. Her clothes were unpressed, her room was a shambles, her desk was a mess. Almost daily she would riffle the layers for a lost page, a lost pen, a phone number, and with mounting impatience would pledge to keep a tidy desk, a tidier life, but she never did. [My italics!]

My first feeling when I read this was relief; my second instinct said it might just be Goldsmith’s way of apologising for her own untidiness (I have no proof that she is untidy, but it would seem a lovely way to deal with it – spread the belief that the creativity of a novelist requires it, and she has the perfect alibi). So what do you all think – which of you writers out there have a messy desk at the moment? I’ve admitted mine in the picture above, although this is one of its tidier moments. Now I’m off to be imaginative.

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November 22, 2009 by amanda

Top 100 books of this decade – in the warped opinion of the UK Times

Over on the Pair of Ragged Claws blog I heard that the UK Times had published a Top 100 Best Books of the Decade list and, being a real sucker for such lists, I went over and had a good prowl. I’d already been warned to be a bit disgusted by some of the rankings, but at least the #1 pick, Cormac McCarthy’s The Road, is a well-deserved winner (and if you haven’t read it, make sure you do before you see the movie).

But looking up from the bottom of the list now (as that’s how the Times has, quite clumsily, arranged it), I see that Junot Díaz’s The Brief Wondrous Life of Oscar Wao, which I always considered not quite so wondrous despite winning the 2008 Pulitzer, only ranks at #97. Fair enough. Various books of (in my opinion) varying quality follow, some literature,  some a bit more on the trashy side (yep, I’m a book-snob), and then Haruki Murakami’s newish short story collection Blind Willow, Sleeping Woman shows up at #73, which pleases me, a big Murakami fan. (I swallowed his fiction collection practically whole while I was living in Japan, where more of it seemed to make more sense!)

I should mention that not all of the books on this Top 100 list are fiction – after all, it’s just the Top 100 books, not novels. So it’s a pretty mixed up list, but that allows one of my favourite non-fiction books of all time, Lynne Truss’s Eats, Shoots & Leaves: The Zero Tolerance Approach to Punctuation, to appear at #54. If you’re a punctuation stickler like me but haven’t read this, it’s a must. I read it on commuter buses in southern Germany and laughed out loud multiple times, a real no-no on a German bus, yet I was grateful for the fact that my fellow passengers wouldn’t have realised I was reading what essentially is a book about grammar. But a really, really funny one.

One of my favourite books of the decade, The Secret Scripture by Sebastian Barry, whose lilting accent I fell in love with earlier this year at the 2009 Perth Writers Festival, makes a very respectable #41 on the list. Mark Haddon’s gorgeous The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time is at #25, just behind Kazuo Ishiguro’s Never Let Me Go, an excellent book I read just a few months back, at #24.

Things go a bit pear-shaped from there – one of the worst books I’ve ever endured, Dan Brown’s Da Vinci Code, actually lands at #10 (I mean seriously. Did an editor actually check that book?) (And I only endured it because I was on a backpacking trip somewhere with no access to any other books). But the list redeems itself, as I said, with a good number one choice. It might make an interesting reading list, but the choices are so mixed that I really don’t feel I can rely on it. And it’s also a little bit scary to see lists suggesting that this decade is already over. I guess I’ll be published thisdecade.

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November 19, 2009 by amanda

The Perth Writers Festival excitement begins

So, I was supposed to be writing a bunch of blog posts that are due this week, and today’s my day away from school, in other words, writing day. But just for a change, I got a little off track. It’s not my fault, of course – the Perth International Arts Festival brochure was delivered to my letterbox last week, and when I saw the page for the 2010 Perth Writers Festival, and read the magic words “check out the complete list of authors on our website”, well, I was off.

The festival is held in the last weekend of February, and it seems a tradition that the programme is actually not released until the end of January – perhaps pinning down writers is harder than other festival events, I don’t know. In any case, I didn’t expect to be able to find out much info, but it’s true, their website has a long, long list of authors who will be attending the 2010 Perth Writers Festival.

Of course, this got me pretty excited. Seeing writers in the flesh is, for me, the number one most inspirational experience as far as my writing is concerned. It’s nice to hear them on radio or see them on TV, it’s lovely to get writing tips off a website, and doing some writing itself is often inspirational too, but nothing gets me salivating more than actually being in a room with a writer or three at the front, hearing them speak about their writing. I think being face-to-face like that really reminds me that they are (usually!) absolutely normal people, just like me, and if they can do it, so can I.

Already, I’ve written the 2010 festival dates into my diary for next year in capital letters, and in a gold pen. But there’s more to my Perth Writers Festival preparation than that (oh, have I mentioned before that this is the coolest festival ever because nearly all the events are free? Yay, Perth!). Reading up on what the authors have written before I see them in person makes it all so much more exciting, so I’ve been trawling the catalogue of my local library, reserving books left, right and centre so that between now and the end of February, I’ll have read a good taste of what the authors on show have offered. As usual, there is a mix of international, national and local writers coming, from all different genres, so I’ve got a lot of reading to do.

If you’re interested, perhaps the most famous writer attending will be Irvine Welsh (yes, of Trainspotting fame), a writer who has actually rated a mention in my blog twice already: once, because I have real trouble getting through the strong dialect of his novels, and once because I was worried that having his book Porno listed as overdue at my local library in Germany could cause me real problems when my mother-in-law received an overdue notice to her address and wondered what on earth I was reading.

Anyway, no time for writing now, I’ve got too much reading to do!

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November 15, 2009 by amanda

The thrill of writing returns

Flinders Ranges landscape

You may have noticed I haven’t stopped by this blog for a lil’ while. Sometimes life does get in the way of writing, no matter how hard you try to stop it, and that’s sure what happened this year. While I’ve kept up my paid blogging more-or-less, finding the mental space and the physical time to be creative hasn’t quite been there, for a bunch of now-not-so-important reasons that I might go into later.

What I find interesting, and wanted to share today, is the process of how the need and urge to write (creatively) comes back, or at least how it came back for me. There was no watershed moment, it really trickled back one little bit at a time. First, I found myself looking back at old blog posts, and checking that my log-ins still worked (and re-setting all my forgotten passwords in the process).

Then I started reading more, after slowing my usual crazy rate of getting through books. I also found myself re-reading some of the books I’ve always found most beautiful, like Salman Rushdie’s Midnight’s Children, with incredible, eloquent prose that simultaneously makes me jealous, and makes me want to get writing again. I started up writing freelance travel articles again – the kind where I get to be creative, and not have to make a point in the space of a short blog post – and have started posting at my Not A Ballerina blog again. In early morning classes, before any of my students arrived, I started stealing time to make notes about the next novel I want to write. And thus, the inevitable conclusion to this process was to start blogging again here at Becoming A Fiction Writer. Welcome back, me!

I have lots of plans for posts and topics over the next few months, and I look forward to connecting with old and new blogging and writing friends. I’ve got so much to tell you – my experiences with a literary agent, my ideas and plans for new novels, and hopefully, my journey as I try to write more of everything, and hopefully, finally get something written by me onto a shelf in a bookshop.

PS: Inspirational (for me, anyway) landscape is from our mid-year trip to the Flinders Ranges, South Australia.

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