Becoming A Fiction Writer
One girl, one dream … and a whole lot of procrastination
July 29, 2010 by amanda

Giving up books? Sounds like an impossible task

I’m an avid follower of The Australian’s A Pair of Ragged Claws blog, a great read put out by Stephen Romei from the Australian Literary Review. It’s not just for lovers of Australian literature: this week the discussion has covered whether or not you could give up books, and exactly what would take priority over books for you. For example ,would you rather live a life without books or without coffee? Without books or without travels? Without books or without TV?

There are two things this post made me think about. One is that I really, truly, undeniably love books. My husband often teases me about how many books I have (it is a lot, I must admit), and no doubt the root of the teasing is that he really cannot understand why anyone would want so many books. Not want – need! I can’t really begin to explain why I need to have so many books around me, apart from the obvious answer that I love to read them, but that’s not enough – then I could just borrow everything from the library (though I do an awful lot of that too). I guess in the world there are just book people and non-book people, and I clearly belong in the book person category. I love to touch them, hold them, turn the pages (you can see my resistance to eBooks there) and it makes me happy to see them sitting on the shelf. Now that I’ve got a little boy to raise, there are new shelves to fill with children’s books and that’s another special joy altogether. (And who says four-week-old babies don’t care for books? I’ve been training mine since birth and now as a four-month-old I’m quite certain he loves our nighttime bedtime book as much as I do. No comments disputing this from child development experts, please!).

The second thing is that I really can’t imagine life without books and, with apologies to many of my friends and acquaintances who manage to go years without turning pages, I have a little trouble understanding people who don’t read regularly. I accept that everyone has different interests and so, in theory, I understand that not everyone I know will love reading. But just think what they’re missing out on! All that excitement, or new knowledge, or drama, or beauty, or whatever else you might get out of a book.

So to conclude: there’s really not much I would give up books for. For my son, yes. But – and this might be hard for some of you to believe – if someone offered me a choice between no chocolate for the rest of my life or no books, I’d wave goodbye to the chocolate. It’d be difficult to do, but I can’t imagine a life without books.

What would you give up to keep books in your life? Let me know in the comments.

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July 25, 2010 by amanda

How having almost no time helped me write a short story

This weekend was “that time of the season” again: time for the Writers Weekly 24 hour short story contest. I’ve participated in this contest numerous times (although scarily it looks like my most recent attempt was a year and a half ago) – it’s great fun as you have literally just a day to write a short story, less than a thousand words, which is related to a topic you find out about only at the beginning of this 24 hours.

Since this contest fell on a day when I had nothing else planned (although all other new mothers will also laugh at the idea of having “nothing else planned” – that doesn’t mean we actually have any time), I decided to take a chance, sign up, and beg my husband for a couple of free hours while he looked after our baby boy.

This worked, but a couple of hours is not much time when I still had a million other things to get done. But the great part about having to look after a baby is that you really have to make the most of your writing time. This meant that while I was “sshh-ing” him to sleep this morning, I was thinking of plot ideas. When we went for our after lunch walk (designed to put him to sleep, although it failed again), I was trying out different plot twists. I managed to get both of us back alive but I did notice myself snapping out of my plotting daydreams a few times to realise that I didn’t quite remember walking from one side of the park to the other – fortunately my pram seems to know the way itself these days.

This evening, baby in bed, husband fed, cats curled up next to me, I sat down and hammered out my 950 word short story as fast as I could. Having spent much more time than usual thinking about it seemed to help. Usually, my habit is to do a lot of brainstorming in front of the computer, recording lots of different ideas as I go. Thinking about it on the go instead seemed to narrow down my ideas as I could only manage to remember the best ones. Whether or not this meant I got a better story is debatable, but I’m happy with the one I’ve got, especially considering it was done in a relatively limited time. Another good lesson for me on how it’s possible to write, even when you don’t have any time.

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July 21, 2010 by amanda

Near enough is good enough, or it’s okay to be erfect

You know how people often say that kids teach you a lot? Well, turns out that it’s true. I’m not sure they meant what I’m about to say though. I learnt something from my little boy’s T-shirt the other day. Have a look:

Yes, I’d bought this cute little T-shirt thinking that it’d be sweet to show the world what I think of him – that he’s Mr Perfect. But the universe, a slightly oversized T-shirt, his squirminess and one letter hiding under the armpit all combined to make him Mr Erfect instead. And that’s what reminded me: it’s okay to be erfect. Perfect is a lovely goal to have but it is pretty damn hard to achieve.

If you’re a regular reader here you might think I’m sounding like a broken record, and you might be slapping your forehead and saying “Amanda! You know this already! You’ve said this already!” but the fact is, I still have two draft novels sitting there, slyly being slipped into the odd contest here and there but otherwise sitting there, languishing, because I don’t really believe I can make them perfect enough to send to an agent.

And that’s the key difference, and the thing that Mr Erfect really brought home to me the other day. Sending a novel in to a contest says “This is the best draft I could produce before the closing date of the contest.” Sending a novel or a query for a novel to an agent (or indeed a publishing house if you’re so inclined) says “This is the absolute best version of this novel I know how to produce.” There’s a huge difference between these two thoughts, right?

Mr Erfect seems to be suggesting that I need to adjust this second thought a little bit. There is probably never an absolute best version of a novel to be had. I have found myself re-editing bits of my novels – the first chapter of Bratislava, for example, has been edited half to death – and feeling quite certain that I’m changing some stuff back to how it used to be, and basically just going round in circles with my thinking for what is the perfect way to say something. And I’m still not happy with it!

If you have struggled with perfectionism, letting go and the thought that agents or editors might laugh at your attempts at a novel (yes I honestly think that!) then please let me know what you’ve done to deal with it. I’m at the point where I can see the need to be erfect instead of perfect, but I don’t quite know how to draw that line in the editing process.

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July 15, 2010 by amanda

Do you heart writing in cafes? Give me tips!

So as you know I’ve now got a baby, and it probably won’t surprise you at all to hear that this means finding time to write is trickier than ever. I seem to be getting a few windows of opportunity at the end of the day but these windows seem to be quickly filled with doing the writing that pays the bills (necessary) and feeling extraordinarily tired (unavoidable). But rather than waiting until my little boy has grown up – although that sometimes seems the easiest solution to the “when to write” dilemma – I would really like to get a new writing routine going.

I’ve been trying to come up with some good times to get going on my third novel. You may recall I mentioned plotting out a novella and I’m thinking that in fact, it’s probably big enough to become a proper novel instead. Of course, I’m thinking that without even going back and reading all the notes I’ve written because I just don’t have time, but that’s the current thinking. And I’m excited about the ideas within it. For short, let’s just refer to it as my Trans-Siberian novel, but that’s really leaving out a whole lot of important ideas – you’ll just have to wait though, dear reader!

For thinking, plotting and brainstorming, I think there are quite enough moments in the day, as long as I don’t need to write anything down at the time. Out walking while I’m pushing the pram, for example, is quite a relaxing time and probably ideal for brainstorming. Surprisingly, when I’m trying to calm down a crying baby, I also sometimes feel like I’m in a bit of a trance and thinking about something quite removed from the actual crying – sometimes I suddenly notice that my little boy is almost asleep in my arms and I kind of missed what happened in between, being so deep in thought about something else! So why not make this something else my next novel, I figure.

But for actual writing, that’s a bit trickier. Night time is not my creative time, so I really don’t think I can make that work, even if it is the easiest time of the day to find a few spare minutes. I’m thinking cafes. That’s why there’s the very cute hot chocolate picture at the top of this post, although my friend had a latte with a fish on top which was even more impressive. (All at the John Street Cafe, if you’re interested). My plan would go like this: get a parking spot quite far away from one of my favourite cafes. Walk my baby all the way there in the pram so he falls asleep. In the noise of the cafe (curiously, and apparently many babies are like this), he’ll probably stay asleep. I can get a hot chocolate and some writing time. Some very civilised writing time.

This is my current plan, and I just need to schedule a moment to actually do this. I’m surprised how busy life is when you’re not going to some kind of face-to-face employment – I still have a hard time fitting in appointments. But I feel I just need to treat writing like an appointment and then get the momentum going. Otherwise I really won’t get to my next novel draft until my boy is off at school. What do you think? Do you write in cafes or other public places, and how does it go? I’ve never really tried.

And don’t think I’ve forgotten the first two novel drafts, and the need to revise them finally and get them off to agents. I haven’t, but I just haven’t come up with a good plan for that yet. I think half the problem is my usual procrastination, and the other half is probably fear. Don’t worry, I’ll get to it. Baby steps. Get it?!

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July 15, 2010 by amanda

My fiction writing sounds like Kurt Vonnegut … really?

If you’re a writer, you’ve probably been directed towards the I Write Like website recently, it seems to be doing the rounds. It’s an interesting gimmick – you take a chunk of your writing, paste it into a box, and the site figures out which famous writer your style is most similar too.

I thought I’d try it out with my Bratislava novel draft. Given that I’ve tried really hard to have three different voices there, with alternating chapters narrated by three different characters (three very different characters, I had hoped), what I wanted to see is that each of the chapters “sounded like” a different writer.

So did they? Yes and no. Being a bit of a research-head, I didn’t just try one extract in the “I Write Like” analysis, but several, from different parts of the book. For each character I sometimes got a different writer: James Joyce, Bram Stoker and Dan Brown (! Oh no! I think I probably have it on public record that I think Dan Brown is a terrible writer!!). But for each of the characters, and then also with the synopsis I wrote, one name kept coming up: Kurt Vonnegut.

Kurt Vonnegut? Really?? Didn’t he write weird science fiction stuff? Um, I actually have to admit I don’t remember reading any of his novels although I have a feeling I was meant to read Slaughterhouse Five at uni. Well, I’m intrigued now and must go away and read some of his stuff and try to figure out why this odd little bit of software would say I write in his style. Eek.

Having said that, I did Wikipedia him (has Wikipedia become a verb yet, like Google? It has for me!) and found something good. Vonnegut has created eight rules for writing a short story that may help me when I head back to that form at some stage:

1. Use the time of a total stranger in such a way that he or she will not feel the time was wasted.
2. Give the reader at least one character he or she can root for.
3. Every character should want something, even if it is only a glass of water.
4. Every sentence must do one of two things—reveal character or advance the action.
5. Start as close to the end as possible.
6. Be a Sadist. No matter how sweet and innocent your leading characters, make awful things happen to them—in order that the reader may see what they are made of.
7. Write to please just one person. If you open a window and make love to the world, so to speak, your story will get pneumonia.
8. Give your readers as much information as possible as soon as possible. To hell with suspense. Readers should have such complete understanding of what is going on, where and why, that they could finish the story themselves, should cockroaches eat the last few pages.

Sounds like mostly good advice, and I love the idea of cockroaches eating the final pages, even if I’m not sure I agree with that final point. And now I’m off to track down some Vonnegut books at the local library. Once I pay my overdue fines, that is.

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July 5, 2010 by amanda

May and June book of the month and a writing update

Ha ha. Tricked myself. I’ve been hunting around on this site for my May book of the month post, taking quite some time to realise there wasn’t one because I didn’t finish any books in May. Oh, how depressing. I did, however, finish a book in June. So I’m combining those months, and giving you an update on my writing progress during that time, all in one (probably pretty brief) post.

The good news is that my beautiful time-drainer has just hit three months of age and is sleeping a lot more consistently, to the point where in these first couple of days of July I’ve read half a book already! So things are looking up on the fiction front.

Without further ado, the book of the month for May and June is … After the Fallby Kylie Ladd. Granted, there was no competition, but it was nonetheless a great book. Kylie Ladd is an Australian author (remember, I love Aussie writers) and I “met” her on Twitter somehow recently, which inspired me to get her book out of the library (sorry Kylie, I know I should have bought it, but I have post-birth-of-baby budget issues!).

After the Fall was particularly interesting to me because it uses chapters written from the point of view of different characters, much like my Bratislava novel draft but with even more characters and no systematic rotation of them. I have to admit to being a little confused at first, because I couldn’t get the names of the characters straight in my head, but that’s probably because I only had a chance to read just a short chapter or two at a time. By the end, that was no problem. I enjoyed seeing how different characters interpreted the same situation differently, a technique I’ve tried to use in Bratislava as well.

And to complete the monthly update, yes, I did actually do some writing in June. And a tiny bit in May too. I finished up this round of edits on Bratislava and submitted it to the Allen & Unwin/Vogel award. Yay! I was desperate to enter this year as I’ll sadly be too old next year. Oh and you may note I say “this round of edits” because even during that process I had some new ideas of some more tinkering I could do. I really hope some publisher will take pity on me someday and just publish all my draft novels so I’m not continually tempted to “fix” them, as I’m sure not all the changes are for the better!

Stay tuned for the July update which I hope will be more a productive month. Fingers crossed.

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